Bitches & Backstabbers

So we have all had a friend who has back stabbed us at one time or another and do u know what it's the most upsetting and heartbreaking feeling in the world to have to go through it. We all think that our friends are for life. We do everything with them and spend more time with one more than our other friends because that friend is our "special" friend, we go shopping with them, talk for hours on end and share all our secrets with them because we love and trust them. But what happens when that "special" friend turns around and goes against everything that your friendship stands for? Well i once had a "special friend" who did exactly that to me, and more than once aswell....
 So i have this friend Regina we have known each other for 8 years and do almost everything together, well we used to anyway. Back last year she told my boyfriend some bullshit lies about me kissing another boy, which was a total lie and she was even trying to convince my boyfriend to finish me, but luckily he believed me. I didn't talk to her for almost a year, but finally i thought i'd be the better person and forgive her, so i started talking to her again and eventually we were back to our old selves. But no more than a few months on in August this year she yet again betrayed my trust for her. I went on her facebook because she asked me to do her a favour on it and i thought i would just have a nose on her facebook because we always usually nosed on each others facebooks. As i was casually looking through i seen she had been mailing my ex, who i don't talk to anymore but i know she still does. I started reading the conversation and everything was fine, until i saw some very hurtful comments about me. They were both saying that i'd got really fat and Regina was saying that she would never let herself get like me and they were saying other things that i don't even want to repeat. Seeing that conversation really hurt me, i mean i knew my ex was a knob but i never thought my best friend could say such horrible things about me, and so easily aswell. And even though it hurt alot to do it, i had to stop being friends with Regina, i wish she didn't do it because she was such a nice person, well that's what i thought anyway. But in a way i'm glad i saw it because now i know that she never really was a true friend, just some girl i knew.

So what does that go to show? That you can't trust everyone, and if a friend does disobey your trust, don't be too quick to forgive and forget. Be the better person and try to smooth things over but don't make my mistake and let it happen to you twice. But if your lucky enough to have a best friend who you know you will always be able to trust, then good on you both :) Stick together and don't let anything tear you apart.

                                                               

                                                                      Is it really?

                                                                    

                                                 I wish we were still best friends tbh......

                                                       Wow.

                                                       After all I've done for you.

                                                       After everything I sacrificed

                                                       Your still not happy.

                                                       And you'll decide to get what you want.

                                                       You stab your best friend in the back.

                                                       Well that hurt.

                                                        And i wont't get over it easily.

                                                        I may not be a revenge type of person.

                                                        But you will regret it.

                               <3Best friends has 11 letters, but then again so does Backstabber <3

                                              .....But you betrayed my trust for you :'(